Saturday, July 24, 2010

meri aankho me ek sapna tha,
aur wahi meri manjil thi,
kisi bhi haal me mujhe use pana tha,
jante hue ki raah mushkil thi,

ek din bina kuch aur soche,
mai nikal pada,
ek raah chuni maine,
mai chal pada,

ab na to wapas lautne ki koi raah thi,
na hi mujhe wapas jana tha,
ab to bas dunia ko dikhana tha,
ki bas ab to manjil ko pana tha,

islie mai chalta raha,
wakt badla,
mausam badle,
hamsafar badle,
par mai chalta raha,

raaah me bahut mushkile aayi,
mai thahar sakta tha,
par mai na ruka,
safar me ese lamhe bhi aaye,
jab mai thaka tha,
par mai na ruka,

esa bhi nahi ki,
maine rukna na chaha,

ek din esa bhi aaya tha,
jab maine thaharna chaha tha,

par mai rukta kiske sahare,
ajnabi se lagte the saare,
mera koi thikana bhi na tha,
hamrahio me mujhe apna mana bhi na tha,

us din maine pucha khud se,
kyu ye jindagi rukne ko bekarar hai,
jabki mujhe to chalna hai,
manjil ko mera intejaar hai,

us din se maine ,
manjil se pehle rukne ka iraada chhod dia,
us din se maine,
raaho se rishta jod lia,

chalte chalte ek din,
maine dekha ki manjil bahut kareeb thi,
par mai manjil se pehle hi mud gaya,
aur wajah bhi ajeeb thi,

jab maine safar shuru kia tha,
tab manjil ko pana hi mera sapna tha,
par chalte chalte maine jana ki,
raaho se mujhe pyaar ho gaya tah,
ab to ye safar hi mera apna tha,

isilie ab mai chalta jata hu,
dua karta hu ki manjil na mil jae kahi,

kyuki ab to ye safar hi,
mere jeene ka bahana hai,
kadmo ke sath jindagi bhi ruk si jaegi,
islie mujhe to chalte jana hai...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

koi mujhse puche kaun hai tu,kaise keh du koi khaas nahi

Jindagi ful si khili hai yu,
jabse mujhko mili hai tu,
mere lamho me basi hai tu,
ek pyari si hasi hai tu,
jindagi se judi hai yaado ki tarah tu,
ek majbut sa rishta vado ki tarah tu,
kuch pal bechaini,kuch pal rahat hai tu,
kuch pal narazgi,kuch pal chahat hai tu,


tu ek esi dost hai jo dur ho kar bhi mere paas rahi,
koi mujhse puche kaun hai tu,kaise keh du koi khaas nahi,

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

unhe jana tha

Roj unse milne ka naya koi bahana tha,

ek ajeeb sa rishta tha,jo hame nibhana tha,

maine to hajaro sapne dekh lie unke saath,

par wo do pal ruke,fir unhe jana tha.......

Friday, May 7, 2010

what should i do?

should i ignore them backbiting me behind,
or should i make my assalt unwind,
should i always trust everyone,
or should i be lonely in my run,
should i reply them back at my own,
or should i wait until moment is gone,
should i scrach these wounds again and again,
or should i remove these thoughts that are insane,

u cant understand,
how i escaped,
game was filthy,
trust was raped,
i was on the verge,
to follow this trend,
but i backed out,
when realised the end,

should i say something in my defence,
or should i do something that makes sense,
should i stand up and take the blame,
or should i hide myself due to shame,
should i protect her as an armour,
or should i allow some one to harm her,
should i forget evrything for my pride,
or should i qustion someone for times i cried,

you cant understand,
how i escaped,
game was filthy,
trust was raped,
i was on the verge,
of following this trend,
but i backed out,
when realise the end,

should i ask you why you gave me scars,
or should i thank u for traveling with me this far,
should i now stop being two faced,
or should i continue making my soul more disgraced,
should i fulfil my words said to everyone,
or should i fear about result and run,
should i bend my head and get fucked,
or should i face the pain like getting nails plucked,

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

pyaar


khushnuma barish ki jindgi me,
bas tanahai hi saath hai,
nahi aata manane use badal,
jab roti barsaat hai,
tab boonde nahi barasti,
aansu bhi saath baraste hai,
par badal bhi kya kare,
wo bhi pahad k lie taraste hai,

pahad bhi dil me ek darar ko mehsus karta hai,
jo nadi ke use chhod kar nakalne se banti hai,
apne aansuo se banata hai jis nadi ko,
log kehte hai wo bas barf pighalne se banti hai,

nadi bhi majboor hoti hai,
usko bhi samandar me milna hota hai,
raah me na jaane kitne ,
foolon ko uske pyaar se khilna hota hai,

par nadi se milne ke baad bhi,
samandar ka pani to tab bhi khara hota hai,
kismat ke khel bhi ajeeb hote hai,
sagar ko to barish ka paani hi pyara hota hai

shayad hum samajh hi nahi pate jindgi me,
ishk kya hota hai,pyaar kise kehte hai,
khwabo me basne walo se mohabbat nahi hoti,
unse hoti hai jinke dilo me hum rehte hai,

kisi ko chahte chahte hum,
kisi aur dil ki ankahi khwahish ban jaate hai,
samandar ka pyaar to dekhte nahi par,
badal ke pyaar lie tadapti barish ban jate hai,

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Gundo ki nagri hai,par na khokha na peti hai,
Har ladki pe najar hai,na koi bahu na beti hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,

Dushmano se dosti karke,dosto se takrar hai,
Sham ko pyaar me dhoka,subah agli se ikrar hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,

Yaha vahi hota hai jo,karna mana hai,
Manmani ki nagri hai ye,darna mana hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,

Armano ke pul baandhti,machalti jawani hai,
Khatti meethi yaade lie sabki apni kahani hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,

Darwaaje pe dastak deta har subah koi sapna hai,
Par sham ko mandir jakar apni kismat ko bhi japna hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,

Khwaab ko sej ki tarh saja kar us par soya karte hai,
Subah kuchle sapne dekh k man me roya karte hai,
Ye hai meri dilli,


Ye nagari hai ankahe jawabo aur sawalo ki,
Ye nagari hai pyaar ki,ye nagari hai dilwaalo ki,
Ye hai meri

Thursday, April 15, 2010

khwabo se bhi haseen dunia ki khwahish thi,
jisme khushio ke badal,hansi ki barish thi,

wo dunia,jaha jeena marne se aasaan tha,
wo dunia,jaha par rehta insaan tha,

wo dunia,jaha par shabd bhi tarane the,
wo dunia,jaha keval pyar ke afsane the,
wo dunia,jaha dil jaise aaftab tha,
wo dunia,jaha har lamha shadab tha,

par kya chaha tha,kya bana dala,
ujale ki chah me ek andhera pala,

ye dhoke,fareb aur jhut ki dunia,
ye apne hi sapno ki lut ki dunia,

ye apni yaado ke shamshan ki dunia,
ye rishto me ek dusre pe ehsaan ki dunia,

ye har pal tut te usulo ki dunia,
ye kanto se chubhte fulo ki dunia,

ye pyaar ke katl-e-aam ki dunia,
ye majhab aur awaam ki dunia,

ye tanhai aur duri ki dunia,
ye jeene ki majburi ki dunia,

ye ujade hue chilman ki dunia,
ye thake hue ek man ki dunia,

ye hare hue naseeb ki dunia,
ye har pal ek rakeeb ki dunia,

ye bikhri hui yaado ki dunia,
ye toote hue vaado ki dunia,

par kya kare,is dunia ko khud hi chuna hai,
yaha par marna to dur,jeena bhi gunah hai,

Friday, April 9, 2010

ae bachain si musafir,
mujhko bhi saath le le,
do pal ki jindagi hai,
kyu chal rahi akele,

gam ki chubhan hai dil me,
ya dard k hai basere,
mana ki raat andheri hai,
par kal fir aayenge savere,

jindagi to hai ye khel ek,
chal saath mil k khele,
do pal ki jindagi hai,
kyu chal rahi akele,

manjil dur hai teri,
thaki si teri nigaahe,
ye haath thaam le tu,
kat jaegi ye raahe,

jitne bhi tere gam the,
maine bhi to saath jhele,
do pal ki jindagi hai,
kyu chal rahi akele,

Friday, April 2, 2010

i want to be remembered in the end

Its not hard to describe me,
its all about how u see,

in childhood,i always wanted star,
but never got,it was very far,

i thought sea n sky were blue,
because they were stick with glue,

i used to live in my own universe,
i thought life is a beutiful verse,

in that,all were my creations,
with no boundaries and no nations,

now i am writing this ryme,
because i have matured with time,

now i never say anything in defence,
because it will never make sense,

when i was forced to live alone,
i strugled at my own,

now i have started to like my pain,
reason of it,i cant explain,

i have no other desires left,
only thing i want is,

when i will die,
dont ask me why?
Why at my face,
there was a disgrace,
disgrace of living like curse,
in this stone hearted world,
i want when i die,
someone plz cry,
someone who appriciated me as friend,
because i want to be remembered in the end,

Sunday, March 28, 2010

it hurts

it hurts to love,
when you know your heart will break,
but it hurts more to hate,
when you know your hatred is fake,


it hurts to sleep,
when you know your dreams are full of negativity,
but it hurts more to be awake,
when you know life is too black to see,


it hurts to cry,
when you kno ur tears r disgraced,
but it hurts more to smile,
when you know that once,ur laughter was praised,

it hurts to stand still,
when you know your last hope is going away,
but it hurts more to run,
whewn you know that your broken heart is lying on your way,


it hurts to live,
when you know ,for you,its better to die,
but it hurts even more to die,
when you know,for you,no one will cry........

Saturday, March 27, 2010

a love story

do pal k raaste,
sadio me badal jate hai,
jab jindagi me,
hamsafar mil jate hai,

tab manjilo se matlab nahi rehta,
bas unka hi khayal rehta hai,
kya wo mere ho paege,
bas yahi sawal rehta hai,

mujhe bhi esa koi mila,
aur dunia jannat ho gayi,
har pal khubsurat lagne laga,
uski har baat mannat ho gayi,

mera puri dunia,
uske kareeb simat gayi,
do lafz kahe usse,
aur duria mit gayi,

usne pucha ki tum mujhe,
beech rah chhod to nahi doge,
jo bhi kabhi mangungi,
kya tum la kar doge,

maine kaha isme puchna kya,
ye to jaahir hai,
mang kar to dekho,
dunia hajir hai,

usne kaha,mujhko taare la kar do,
ek nahi,saare k saare la kar do,

wo hans di,
mai bhi muskura gaya,
is tarah ye rishta,
aur gehra gaya,

fir to jindagi kuch aur ho gayi,
uske bina din kaatne mushkil the,
jab puri dunia soya karti thi,
tab jaagte do dil the,

roj wo milti thi,
roj wo ruthti thi,
fir roj jindagi bhar baat na karne ki kasam khati,
fir wo kasam tutti thi,

wo pucha karti ki,
ye haseen khwaab tod to nahi doge,
jo bhi kabhi mangungi,
kya tum la kar doge,

mai kehta ki kyu puchti ho,
tumhe jawab pata hai,
tumhari khushi ke lie to,
ye jindagi bhi ata hai,

usne kaha ki,ese sapne la kar do,
jisme tum hi ho mere apne,la kar do,

ab wo chup thi,
maine bhi use sab khamoshi se samjha dia,
uski is baat ne,
hame pehle se bhi karreb la dia,

kuch wakt baad usne kaha ki,
mai chahti nahi,par mujhe jana padega,
kuch aur jimmedaria hai meri,
unhe bhi to mujhe nibhana padega,

tab mai kya bolta,
wo mujhe chhod ke ja rahi thi,
kaha rakhta tasweer uski ,
jab dil hi tod k ja rahi thi,

bas ek baar pucha ki,
kya jana itna jaruri hai,
tum ruk jao,
esi bhi kya majburi hai,

usne kaha aaj mai ja rahi hu,
shayad kuch wakt me mujhe bhula doge,
ek cheej mangna chahti hu,
kya ab bhi tum la kar doge,

maine kaha ki ab is aakhiri tohfe ko,
kaise mana kar paunga,
jaate jaate mai tumhe,
bas khush dekhna chahunga,

usne kaha ki chahe ek keval baar hi mil pae,
par dua karna ki fir mujhe mera pyaar mil jae,

tab jate jate wo bhi ro padi,
mai bhi ro dia,
us din jana ki kya paya tha,
aur kya kho dia,



Friday, March 26, 2010

Ye Wakt Tham Jae

Ye wakt tham jae,
har lamha thahar jae,
koi na ho samne mere,
bas tu nazar aae,

meri puri jindagi,
us ek mulakat me simat jae,
mere chand ki har ada,
us ek raat me simat jae,
mera ye dil,
teri dhadkan ka saaj ban jae
jahan se chhup kar,
mai tera,tu mera raaj ban jae,
hamari ye mulakate,
pehle ki tarah aam ho jae,
bekhayali k aalam me hi,
din gujare aur sham ho jae,

dua hai ki band aankho se bhi,
mujhe tu pehchan jae,
bepanah mohhobbat hai mujhe,
bas tu itna jan jae,