unhe jana tha

Roj unse milne ka naya koi bahana tha,

ek ajeeb sa rishta tha,jo hame nibhana tha,

maine to hajaro sapne dekh lie unke saath,

par wo do pal ruke,fir unhe jana tha.......

what should i do?

should i ignore them backbiting me behind,

or should i make my assalt unwind,

should i always trust everyone,

or should i be lonely in my run,

should i reply them back at my own,

or should i wait until moment is gone,

should i scrach these wounds again and again,

or should i remove these thoughts that are insane,

u cant understand,

how i escaped,

game was filthy,

trust was raped,

i was on the verge,

to follow this trend,

but i backed out,

when realised the end,

should i say something in my defence,

or should i do something that makes sense,

should i stand up and take the blame,

or should i hide myself due to shame,

should i protect her as an armour,

or should i allow some one to harm her,

should i forget evrything for my pride,

or should i qustion someone for times i cried,

you cant understand,

how i escaped,

game was filthy,

trust was raped,

i was on the verge,

of following this trend,

but i backed out,

when realise the end,

should i ask you why you gave me scars,

or should i thank u for traveling with me this far,

should i now stop being two faced,

or should i continue making my soul more disgraced,

should i fulfil my words said to everyone,

or should i fear about result and run,

should i bend my head and get fucked,

or should i face the pain like getting nails plucked,