what should i do?

should i ignore them backbiting me behind,

or should i make my assalt unwind,

should i always trust everyone,

or should i be lonely in my run,

should i reply them back at my own,

or should i wait until moment is gone,

should i scrach these wounds again and again,

or should i remove these thoughts that are insane,

u cant understand,

how i escaped,

game was filthy,

trust was raped,

i was on the verge,

to follow this trend,

but i backed out,

when realised the end,

should i say something in my defence,

or should i do something that makes sense,

should i stand up and take the blame,

or should i hide myself due to shame,

should i protect her as an armour,

or should i allow some one to harm her,

should i forget evrything for my pride,

or should i qustion someone for times i cried,

you cant understand,

how i escaped,

game was filthy,

trust was raped,

i was on the verge,

of following this trend,

but i backed out,

when realise the end,

should i ask you why you gave me scars,

or should i thank u for traveling with me this far,

should i now stop being two faced,

or should i continue making my soul more disgraced,

should i fulfil my words said to everyone,

or should i fear about result and run,

should i bend my head and get fucked,

or should i face the pain like getting nails plucked,